I love having weird and random conversations with people that end up to be fascinating and you could talk about for hours and find yourself the next day still thinking about it.
It all started when I told the Jedi Master I went to see a woman (don´t know how to call her in English) who works on your energy and aura. She did that mind travel thing with me and I ended up giving a magic word to my five year old self, so she would not have to be scared anymore. I know, it sounds very metaphysical.
So here is the string theory of the Jedi Master:
You know like sometimes you have random thoughts in your head in the weirdest moments. What if it was your future you sending you the information you need in a certain moment in which you need or want to take a decision?
Then again, this would prove that you can´t actually change the future because, if the future would have been changed, your future you could not have sent you this information, because it would not have been in the situation it was when it sent you the information because you took another decision based on the information of the future you.
Based on this knowledge, your future will obviously be a different future of the future you. And if you would sent out information and decision helpers to your former you, which you must do in order to improve your former you´s life, you will not change your past but the future of the former you.
Let me break it down for you:
When I was 23 years old, I was supposed to move to Rome to be a makeup artist at the Cine Città. I even had a flat already. But for some weird reason (I still don´t understand that decision) I enrolled at university in Innsbruck instead. But a few years later, the Cine Città closed and I would have been unemployed. So maybe it was my future me terribly regretting her decision to move to Rome who told me to study in Innsbruck instead. And when I gave that magic word to five year old me… who knows what bold decisions she will make. All the decisions I never even dared to dare. Maybe she will be a stuntman, or an actress or work with wild animals or be a marine biologist.
Who knows?
But the important thing is, I gave her the key to improve her live and I will continue doing so. Same as my future me will always be there to guide me and help me. And maybe if I don´t get a random thought, it just means that everything is going to be alright.
Or maybe this doesn´t make any sense but I like the idea, that in the end, the person who is always there for me, guiding me, trusting and depending on me will always be… me!
And we are a lot. J
